Long time no see

Been too busy with the stupid World Cup and course in SP now.....Lost a alot of my precious time with my baobei bui bui bubu baby.....Must make up with her lo

In fact, i never had a chance in spending time with my loved ones after taking up the post as a full time safety officer. Did I take up the wrong trade?

I still remember when I was still earning 2k + as a regular in the army, I was so carefree and have all the time in the world. So what if I achieve the earning as I have now, seems like I loss something very important in life.

I don't want the same thing what I have done once and regret the rest of my life to happen again.....*the promise to my grandma....And this is something I can never make up with her again.

How to balance my everything in life?? Seems so loss and all things seems to cock up at one go.
My course, my flat, my prospect in this company, my family members bonding and the most important thing....my dee dee's health. If my deedee see my blog I really hope she can go for a full body checkup.....hee.....

When young, so trouble free, so god damn shiok but still you want to grow old faster so as you can do alot of thing that only allow adult to do e.g. smoke la, go club la, bet 4D la...stupid rite?? And guess what??? when you really reach the age where you can do whatever under the sun, you will start to think of how nice to be a kid.

When outside dining with dee and cousins, we saw this old lady clearing the tables in the KFC outlet. Our hearts go with her when we saw that at her age, she suppose to be at home playing with her grand children. However, she still has to limp around and clear tables for us. How I wish I can just give her a hundred dollar and ask her to rest for the day. BUTTTT...how many old ladies can I help ?? Arghs.....the thought of it really make me feel so useless. I really wanted to help but till now I am still sitting around and complain no time for this no time for that (feel like giving myself a tight slap).

I just wish to have more energy and time in life so I can do more meaningful stuff to make the world for the elderly more meaningful.