tried many ways to lead a normal life but no the great impact of my emotion is I cant get over the past.
i used to be a hack care person back in those days till someone in life told me "can u put some punctuation in my sms?" Till then I realise I need to change and do my things in a serious manner.
This person has an impact in my life till now.
I will never forget what we had been through and expect nothing to be the same in future if I were to meet someone in life again. I am living in agony daily having those memories keep appearing in life.
How to....asking myself the same old question over and over again. A question with no answer that has been on and on for months. I have dreamt about her and wake up with a smile on the face unknowingly. That was so relief and happy for that spilt second but everything seems to return to it origin with no idea how to and where to find the answer to haunting question......"How to"
I need a break from everything but when come to applying leave, I found out that I have lost my most treasured, trusted and enjoyable companion in life. I have lost the meaning in going out for a holiday. I gain something but I lost something.
Only drink drunk and drank could immune me, i have really lost the meaning in life.
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