I am no longer long for the happiness and blissful family life that I have always expected. Looking at the situation and my age, I know where I am heading and what I will expect from the future. I dont expect much as long as those things and person that I have in my heart are doing well and stay happy and healthy, I am contented.
Those memories I had, how I wish I can have an serious concussion and forget everything. I laugh my way through, joke my rounds with friends and colleagues but I could not bluff myself that I have moved on. I live in shadow. The things I do, the places I go, even the timing I read, reminds me of something and somebody that has that impact in my life. Why cant I move on? I just cant step out of that shadow......................
Recently I knew something. I have learned that my fairy tale has changed its ending.
Gone........it has gone. I am hurt,terribly hurt........ never will expect anything in my fairy tale again.
what I want to say is......as long as you are happy and healthy, I am contented. Take care Bxx.
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