gEnting trip

I just came back from KL and Genting. This trip is so different from the past. I used to have someone who I have to watch over and take care of when I am up there. But this time, I felt so empty when I am there. The feeling is totally different.

I wanted to live normally. I told myself to step out of the shadow that I am living with. No matter how hard I've tried, still I am trapped in my past. I used to be the driver, but I really get the have the taste of being driven around by guowei up to genting. I have finally have a taste of how those days you have being putting up with those drives up to genting. On the way there, JAy zhou's song was played and everything came back.....I feel those sweet memories we had. The feeling of depending on ONLY the both of us in a foreign country, the feeling of borrowing money from u when i lose everything, the feeling where we stood outside the hotel and hugged each other in the coldest weather. I cried my heart out in genting but only the heaven hear me. I really miss those days although we quarrel over some gambling issues but after that we are still as loving as before.

I dont enjoy the trip, I still prefer the trip with u...... The most important thing is still the old saying.
"Whatever you do is not important, the most important thing is the one beside you who is doing with"

You have found someone who you deems can depend on, I am happy for you.
What i cant give u, i hope u get those from your special him and stay happy , healthy forever.